Family

Families are a pain in the ass but man are they the greatest! Michael and Melanie just left my house a little while ago and I miss them already. I seriously don't know how those two function together but watching them interact with each other is really cute. They are made for each other. Melanie loves my brother very much and you can see it when she looks at him, and my brother is just as equally happy as he does his "love picks" as I like to call them. Man they are annoying as hell but if he didn't do it you would be like "WTF man" lol. My brother is one of a kind smart, funny, intelligent, and very caring. I love my brother very much and the older we get the more he grows on me and the more I love him. It only took 26 years for me to realize this!

I know this is off topic but I am so confused on what my next step in life is....do I go back to school? Do I get my personal training certificate?? Do I stay at home and raise my children? I just don't know what to do!!! With my current schedule I am getting VERY bored and am at a cross road right now of figuring out what is next. People say enjoy this time when your kids are young cause they grow up so fast but what about my sanity? lol... I mean maybe I should get a part time job at night? Life in general can be so complicated if you think about it. But why do we as humans make it so complicated? Why don't we just say okay I want to do this I don't care what it take I'm gonna do it! Take school I would LOVE to go back to school but if I wasn't already $30,000 dollars in debt I would go back in a heart beat! Now I'm questioning myself going do I need to get into more debt? Todays post has been a lot of nagging stuff! Maybe I need to think about what I am going to say before I just start typing away lol!

I am starting my 3rd week of dieting and things are going okay I am anxiously awaiting my next shipment which is suppose to be here on wednesday...... I have to go to the vitamin store to buy something called Biotin..... supposed to help with dieting etc! It's crazy how fast you lose weight on this diet! Well I am off to GNC!!! wooooot woooot! Happy Monday!